| It's so hard sometimes.. yea there's no right or wrong.. yea either choice would be ok.. but there's gotta be a Better one, right? and if there is why can't i find it? I wish it was a clear cut decision.. obvious, easy.. simple.. but hey, if it was that easy it wouldn't be life huh... how is it possible to not know what you want? doesn't it seem like that should be natural? why is it hard to decide what you want? it sounds so stupid to me.. not being able to pick what you want for yourself.. thats crazy to me.. and aggravating... it's funny how sometimes you think no one else could understand what you're going through.. then you meet someone who has the same exact problems you do.. you're never really alone, no matter how lonely you feel, there's always someone out there who understands... I just wish I could be sure about things.... |
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| Love this album - Let Love In & Become |
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| Wanna know something i really hate?? when your parents get all mad and talk about you in the other room but think you can't hear them...but really, you can..you can hear every word................. It always makes me feel good when my parents bad talk me... >abby |
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| New Years was awesome=]..nuff said............ sometimes i just really hate being here...this would be much easier if i could explain it, but there are no words....i feel like theres no possible way anyone else could understand, because half the time i dont even understand it myself....why does it have to be so hard sometimes?? im trying my best to lighten things up, calm the mood down..nothing helps...im the kinda person that hates to see others in pain, i always get this urge to help them no matter what the cost..even at the expense of my own happiness...especially when its someone i really care about..but when i do help them out, i get no recognition, no thanks...i feel used and worthless...what am i even here for??? strictly for others? ok fine, i can deal with that, but not if i dont get noticed for what i do...otherwise im just an invisible convenience for everyone else to use when they need it..i have a life too..i have things i need help with sometimes too..but they go unnoticed too..... im sick of this shit..its gone on long enough..... >abby |
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| Hope everyone has an AMAZING New Years **Keep.on.smiling=]** |
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